confession...

sigh.. this is really frustrating...



pam here.. Dear all who still read the blog, if there isnt, good for you.. if there is, i got smthing to let you all know....


...... this is harder than i thot..

k anyway.. it's been sometime already, i met someone and we both grew attached to each other but for a very long time we kept our distance cos i have alot of struggles with this issue. it really bothered me alot.....

it seemed the most unlikely thing to happen considering that we dont really cross each other's path as often as any normal 'couples-to-be' would.. Even when we did, i know i had tried to steer away for some obscure reason or another... most of the time i did it cos i was afraid it will not work and end up hurting and making a really bad mess...

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feels very weird saying all this..

last week we met..... im shivering from ickyness just thinking abt the details to write.... so stuff happen and for the first time he touched my hand, yeah.. first time.

It felt weird........... tho nice.. apologise for writing such details but it was the first time i held someone like this.. gave me the impression that he was.. not the kind to let go.


sigh.. so the moment lasted a few minutes and the rest of our frens saw it and were shocked but happy about it.... embarrassing man.

Hmmm.... so... keeping this as a secret for so long really disturbed us, badly.. so decided that we should come clean abt this thing.... for the curious here's who he is, our first photo together.... :








very disturbed......